(Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 6:54 AM)
ohhh.. th misery! says:
hmm. kay.. so, i fell into a trappe & left out good.
but.. den.. sum ass pulled me in again.
yes, i wana end dis "Fear" wich i dun entertain.
coz this time is when we r united.
to charge to dat ugly beast wich has ruined our lives since whenever.
till dis dae, i'd nt forget, th tears i shed for th accusation.
th werds felt like bullets dat goes thru my heart.
as if it was heart felt.
nw, i wan to end dis war of us all.
lets try to start a bond.
wer we'll kill & bash dat dumb fool with our mite.
& we'll feel PLEASURE in our hands.
coz wad th ugly beast did was just foul & disgrace.
to th ones hu hv loved HER indeed.
she has put a spell in their bodies.
to let her hv freedom & at ease.
nw, its our turn to ruin her life.
& cut her freedom & love frm everyone.
so, let us all go do it nw! (:
-R-E-W-I-N-D-
k.. todae was awwwful.. hmm..
my feet r like jelly ryte nw.
i tink i sprain my feet. LOLz.
if it is called sprain. lols.
k, so skul was ultimate FUNN.
aftr skul was HORRRRORRR.
coz was being TEKANNN by ppl.
lols. but, it was for our good, i guess. lol.
hahahaha. ok, so, im like .. oh shitos.
k, den, finally did a formation. tmr continue lorr.
well den.. dats all u peepoz.
oh, dun ferget yeah..
dis wed, i'll b gone!! hahahahas.
not frm earth.( pray not)
frm sg. hahas.
im gng to jogjakarta. woooots!~
k.. so, like.. excited abit. (:
k luh. bye! :DD miss me. huahua. jkjk. [:
(Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 2:05 AM)
used to be. says:
famiiliee.
wads th werd? family? not in dict. serious.
aint it perfect? no. & nvr ever b again.
mum ignores th fact dat her children still loves her.
dad, well, if u noe, shutup, if u duno, get lost.
1st sis, well, currently my one & onlie bestfren @ hm.
2nd sis, no point talking coz she's nt at hm till 11 plus.
bro, no conv at all. no use talking y'noe.
so, hu do i go to? no one. no one at all. even if my 1st sis is around.
nobody cares hu th other person/people do/does in this hse.
wad a fck up life aint it? well, this is my trauma.
aint no way to go thru dis but just live with it.
ciao amigos.
(Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 6:43 AM)
bitter heart.): says:
i hv a bitter heart tdae.
i kept tinkin abt.. "you-noe-hu"..
if u duno, its ok.
still cant believe it mann.. wonder if its true.. haishh..
B-bitter H-heart
I-itter E-eart
T-tter A-art
T-ter R-rt
E-er T-t.
R-r.
k.. tdae was like shit luh kay. dun wan tok redi. will update sooner.
bt, frm 28 oct to 1 nov cnnt liao. gng yogyakarta.(:
will hv fun & will go crazee. :D k, ciao chin chao. :P
(Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 3:29 AM)
aching badly says:
give it up for th peepz dat hv gone thru th audition.
im like OhMyGee when i heard dat me,izah,iqah&D was selected.
& sum ppl wer sad. im so sorrie u didnt make it.
bt, it doesnt mean u shld cry or feel like u aint worth it.
u still got dikir barat ryte? so, just go wif th flow. conferm u dun wan to b wif us coz it PAINS us to stay in this position.
k, so like, my whole body is like aching nw.. D:
sadsadsad..
coz practice since mrng till like 2 plus minus. like.. grrr..
k, anw, den, head off to eat @ kovan wif syaf,dirah,ipin&faiz.
k, totally chaotic there. so sad th afiqah twins didnt go. ):
if nt.. more chaotic. den, proceed to buy my shorties. ahhas.
den, saw my long lost fren.. hahas. wich is known to be MAYDEN!(:
abehh nampak org.. bkn nye nk tegur.. dieq jeling2 pulak.. hahas. abeh, tok to hym fer abt a few mins den, he waved gudbye. aww, so swit. hahas. dah lamer tk nampak & kacau aku lurh katekan. hahas. k, den, proceed hm. den, teros TER-baring atas katil. hahas. penat dorks!
abeh tgk simpsons. hahas. den, later im gonna buy my new TOUCH phone. bt, idk wich one am i gonna buy. hmm.. anw, nw, just waiting for th time to fly! (: k, take care peepz, ciao chin chao! :D
Labels: th HORRRRORRR
(Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 6:15 AM)
is this life true or waaaddd!! says:
k.. so, im like fck-ing freaking out! hahas.
coz.. my lovely&beautiful-est mummie wana buy me a new hp! ahhh.
lovelovelovelove sygsygsygsyg my mother. hahas.
k, so maybe tml buy lorr.. cnnt wait. hope, nt long enuf till i buy it. hahas.
coz ryte.. its gona be TOUCHY TOUCHY PHONE! hahas. not IPHONE.):
bt, hp dat has touch. hahas. k, setop it dyna. ok, im done. hahas.
MOVING ON..
tdae v th SLACKK! i freakin woke up @ 1 pm u dorks heads! OHMYGEE.
den, mum was like.. bangun lambat eh.. astaughfirullah anak aku nie. hahas. & im like.. HEEEEE. =D showin my big big smile. den, went to bathe. so, my breakfast is my lunch. hahas. den, watch tv till 3 plus minus. hahas. den, had to follow mum & grandma go kubur! eeekk.
yes, apparently, im th one hu is late hu went in th car. hahas. coz tgh shoik tgk tv. hahas. k, den, blablabla. went to GEYLANG! hahas. eat abit, drink water. den, went hm. hahas. was funnn though. hahas. k, den, use comp. hahas. ate dinner @ 9 plus liao.. hahas. coz me bz usin comp & my mum shoik doin her werk. hahas. k, now gonna sleep peepz.. k, gud nyte. swit dreams ayte. hahas. k, ciao chin chao! (:
Labels: life is SOO untrue. (:
(Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 6:43 AM)
hmmm.. says:
hello ppl..
im like in a no mood tdae. idk y.. maybe im just tired.
k, wake up. late for madrasah. ._.
madrasah was quite fun coz of sabrina. hahas.
maira didnt come. wad a bummer.. ):
aftr dat, went hm..
freaking sleepy uhk th whole day. -.-
my aunt came wif cuzzies for raye.
den, went to watch tv.
den, slept like a log till 5 plus.
watch tv again.
den, took a bathe.
blablabla.
mum's fren came for raye. followed by my sister's frens.
& nw, im here, chatting wif faizul(abg kesygnku)..
fb-ing,tagging&stuffzxz.. k, end here.
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wad is th werd L-O-V-E mean to u?
is it just a fantasy or a game or just part of life?
FANTASY:
u mite say: "its just love wad. everyone will hv one."
OR "u fall in love wen u do & it mite hurt coz u made a mistake."
hmm. mistake huh? ok, so nw, u're tinking whether u ever made any mistakes. ryte? well, even i made mistakes dat includes love. bt, come to tink of it, most ppl want it to b like in a fairytale. ryte? always want their life to b perfect in everything. bt, wad dey dun no is, it will nvr happen bcoz dats fairytales or stories bt NT REALITY. so, is L-O-V-E a fantasy for u? there no right or wrong answer. even i dun no for myself.
GAME:
u go out looking for gurls/guys. (usually guys.. no offence)
& once u get hooked up, u try to do something to them.
dat something could b aniting. not thinking sick or aniting bt, tink abt it.
some guys wld go for a gurl just bcoz dey bet each other. some, do it just for th sake of doin it. its so heartbreaking. it mite reach into u so deeply dat u feel like u wana scream out loud, coz u've experienced it. so, is L-O-V-E a game for u? tink abt it.
REALITY CHECK!:
as i said bfore, love isnt a fairytale.. unless, u reali believe in it. well, most ppl dont. when a person walks up to u & says I LOVE YOU. wad is th first thing u do? kiss dat person? hug? slap dat person's face? spit? throw ur drink in his/her face? or just plainly smile? well, its ur choice. some mite b hurt by th way th guy/gurl treats dem.(mostly guys)
ok, SENARIO ONE:
gurl mits guy. dey tgr. soon got to noe dat he doesnt really like th gerl dat much. bt, th gerl goes GAGA for dis guy. she cant help it & she kept tinking abt dat guy till dis dae. its no use.. ryte? or is she just thinking of a slightest POSSIBILITY dat th guy wld go for her again? i mite advice th gerl to move on wif her life & dun tink any furthur abt th guy. (:
SENARIO TWO:
guy mits gurl since dey r frens. dey tgr. & soon she found out dat the guy actually stead wif her coz of he wants to get a whole of her bestfren. she breaksdown & cries. sadsadsad life. for this situation, i mite wanna advice th gerl not to suicide. coz, its worthless. (: & even though he did dat to u.. it doesnt mean, u shld nt fall in love again. so, try again. :D
k guys.. gotta end here coz i nid to call someone.(: will post summore tmr or days aftr. take care.
Labels: cinta? | its so unreal. dont u tink?
(Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 6:15 AM)
wooo.. shake ur booty. hhas. says:
hello ppls..
todae v th funn..
met gurlfrens.. & went skul tgr..
went in like freaking 9 o'clock..
we're like 30 mins late.. hahas..
k, den went in music rm..
blablabla..
i became a malaydancer.. -.- ..
bt, quite fun.. ahhas. cant wait for tuesday for training.
lolz.. k, den, went to hougang sports hall..
den, played volleyball.
den, went to playground to play volleyball again. hahas.
den, saw pieces of dirt.. hhahha.. satu act big maner entah
tapi hairstyle plates.. karat siakkkk.. den, another one, ish3..
tk leh angks.. k, another one.. no comments luh ehk.. suke hati
korg lurhh.. bkn hidop aku pon. hahas. k, abehh nk stare2.. like wtf..
hahahhaah.. k, den, kter dgr music kuat2.. den, one of th shits ckp tk tawu aper.. coz we didnt really pay attention. abeh, nk angkat tangan sumer.. ish3.. tk leh angks.. we like.. laugh.. hhahaha.. k,k, setop it. hehe.. wadever ehhhhh.. hahhaha.. k, moving on wif my life..
waited fr th bus like freaking long uhk..
reached hm like abt 7 plus gng 8. mum didnt cared coz she gt guests to attend to.. den, blablabla.. sampai skrg.. :D
k, take care ppl.. oh, btw, i really cnt wait for th trip.. lucky SOME ppl didnt go.. or else.. cat fite sini,sane.. hahas.. aku pon AGAKnye join. hahha.. kkk... bye. :)
(Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 5:08 AM)
smiles. says:
hello ppl..
tdae is like.. th last dae of exams..
so.. im excited for 28th oct! hahahhaas.
coz.. all th mly peepz goin yogyakarta! hehehe..
yes uhhh.. cant wait lurhh.. k, im goin craz. hwaa hwaa..
k..k.. stop.. hee. x]
k.. maths paper 2 was EZ! hahs. except for Q6. errr.. -,-"
anw, aftr so, me & ma crew went out to geylang.. hahas.
not geylang geylang.. its th wet market. hahaha..
help out "mummy glamour" buy her stuffzxz.. hahaa..
k.. den, went sngpst to eat mac's. [=
blablabla..
compass point! :D
go best denki.. ikut iqah buy her headphones.
den, i look look @ th nikon D3000 & D5000 i wanted.. hahhaa..
k.. den, went to 77th street .. tot wanted to pierce.. bt, didnt happen. -.-
den, i cut my long & tebal hair.. lolz.. bt, i love it. :D
*thks to fhiqah for th jambul ting. hahaha.*
k.. den, went hm wif iqah..
BUS 80 WAS DAMMNN SEJUK UHK!
we were like.. menggigil-ing.. ahhaha..
den, took bus 28.. started talking abit..
den, iqah took bus 28 frm my bustop to go hm.. hahhas.
home swit home. (:
(Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @ 5:32 AM)
icebergs.. says:
when all things sorted out fine...
there's always something to be afraid of..
and im affected by it..
omg.. i wont risk it mann.. i dont care..
anw ppls..
YAY! two pprs to go & FRRREEEEEDOMMM!!! oh yeah.. uh-huh..
k.. cant wait for fri yawwwzzz.. raye wif my crew..
so gonna go gillaas wif dey allz..
bt, i still sad coz i cant go wif my oeps crew..
shitos lurh.. k, nehmind.. der's alwaes nxt yr..
oh yesh.. cant wait for 8th of dec..
gonna mit my prince charming bestie.. eeeekkk..
cant wait lurh for him to stepp on th airport floor.. hahaas..
conferm we all go crazee like gillaas ppls.. haha
obviously, ifah&me peluk dieq. hahas.
ouh.. yesh.. maybe will b havin oeps my batch crew reunion.
th prince charming promised. lolz.. k, so like.. cant wait..
MATHS PAPER:
it was dammmmmnnn hard niaoz..
fcuking paper cost me like lotsa marks.
ggggggggrrrrr...
anw, saw farhan's shit hairdo...
nk sembunyikan rambut punk dier..
well, suker hati kau luh ehhk.. idc..
anw, tk bagos to mengumpat.. so, i end here. (=
ok.. den.. mit gurlfrens at canteen..
talktalk.. went to sngpst. see gurlfrens eat niaoz..
i didnt eat coz nt hungry yet. hahas.
went to compass point. go lib study..
went mac's aftr dat.. den hm.. (=
yerpss.. all dat happened.. k luh.. end here niaoz..
k, nytez ppls.. :D