DYNA LEE ♥

hello..
act, im not in th mood to post..
just making an effort.. ._.
hmm.. kinda feel heartbroken.
other den, knowing my best guyfren is heartbroken..
idk y i am.. maybe i just miss some ppl..
& maybe my life isnt wad i wanted it to be.
yeah, life aint perfect..
but, u cn make it a lil betta ryte?
well, it just doesnt seem to reach me within..
k... if u're wondering wad im doing nw days,
i've been rotting at hm..
everything i do, i'll get a scolding..
such crapp im getting..
ITS NOT FAIR! i didnt even do aniting wrong..
maybe in my eyes its not wrong.. but still,
rather than scolding, u cn tell me wad im doing wrong wad!
GOSH..
kk... so, hv fun ppl wif ur own lives.. take care..
dun worrie bout me. i will b okay soon. (:

is it okay if i said dat i've missed u?
well, coz.. i am..
hw i wish i cn turn back tyme
& maybe, just maybe,
we wld b a fairytale.
but then, th villian has come
& unfortunately ruined our happy ending.
but its okay.
i've long forgotten.
but my heart still..
taste bitter.
now i noe..
how it feels..
to b forgotten & not to b rmbr-ed.
my heart swells..
with blood dripping..
to tell myself,
dat im long forgotten. ):
but hw i wish i cld lay..
in ur arms & hold ur hand.
those memories will stay
in my heart & i will rmbr
the times we shared.

if u're reading this,
i miss u loadz.
pls tell me
u hv a space for me
in ur heart,
now & forever.
iloveu.

life may look simple but it always has a way of twisting it into a nightmare.

tdae.. did nuthin much.
woke up @ 11.
ate breakfast.
watched tv till 5 plus.
used comp frm 5 plus till nw.
watch tv in between.
so yeah.. bored at hm lor.

am i beautiful? no. ryte?
i noe. u dun nid to tell me.
if u dun wan talk to me,
den dun okay.
i dun hv tyme to lyn ppl lyke u.
i got four words to tell u.
I FREAKING HATE YOU.
dun call me anymore.

hmm.. does anyone understand wads misery?
well, overall, i tink u do..
but.. u will nvr understand mine..
bcoz.. even though i'll get it pass me..
i still hv a nostalgia abt it..
it pains me to say that its true & coming back..
everytime i forget abt it..
there's always a way for it to come back..
im always quiet wen im sad.
im always ignoring ppl im close to.
im always alone or left out by my frens.
even though if they dun notice it.
im always th third person in a conv.
im always a nobody to ppl i love.
i've been like dis since i was 13 yrs old.
i've changed.
dk if its bad,worse or horrible bt idc.
things dat i do isnt impt to ppl.
maybe i tried too hard.

OH.. not to forget..
i've nvr been loved to.
im always th person in love.
im a dope for love.
i wont b in love forever.
there's no such thing called as love in my life.
love always been developed after sometime but not in a moment.
there's no fairytale in my life.
well, one onlie. but it ended too soon.
well.. wad to do? it aint fate.

ALL THE THINGS DAT I'VE MENTION ABOVE IS TRUE 100%.
if u dun believe me, let us go & buy a lie detecter. k?
not happy, idc. its my blog. its my say.
feel guilty? dun b. coz its nt u, its me.

hello..
hmmm..
my new caption is..
HANDSOME GUY COMES IN BIG PACKAGES.
hahas. well, onlie 3 ppl will understand this caption.
if nt, idk wad to say.. hahas.
ok, so, tdae was a MAJOR BUMMER!
ECP is no go.. major Ls uhk th guys.
duno hw 2 fck-in organise a gathering.
F&A. hopes ruined by th second i saw hw many ppl r goin.
k.. so yeah..
bt, der's an UPSIDE of it. hehes.
hmmm..
camp is on th wae mannn..
onlie 3 more daes. havent packed sials.
die die die. sure die. hahas. well, still gt tmr! (:
k, bye peepz.. take care yeahh..

oh gooodness..

28 oct-1 nov:
OHMYGEE..
it was th best-est ever trippe i ever had mann.
shldn't hv gone hm.
s'pore so borinq! nuthin to do.
den, muz come back skewl. wth mann..
waste our holidae time.
k, i'll upload photos soon. i guess..
v lazee to upload nw.
loadsa peepz been askin wen am i gonna upload.
tk tawu sabar ehk korg. -.-

3 nov:
i didnt go to skewl coz i had to attend a funeral.
my uncle passed away.
wow.. he must b really expecting it.
but.. idk, its kinda wierd.
u noe wad?
my cuzzies ages r like my age & my bro's wen my dad passed away.
wow. dats one ting. 2nd is dat th date is near & th month is th same.
my gooodness. this is 2 tings dat freaked me out.
3rd is dat wen his wife asked him to stop smoking,
he said.." nvrmd, i wun b here in nov anw."
im like wth? hw does he noe dat? & it happened!!!
4th is dat he went to his fren's hse to cook him a meal.
& he said, " wow.. this is th last meal dat im gonna cook for u."
indeed he is a v gud cook. but.. y must he go? *sigh*..
okay okay. maybe he has hints dat he's leavin earth ..
coz.. 5th, he msg-ed my maid to tell my granny..
"im sorrie dat i've not visited u in a long time. i hope u forgive me for i've done." & 6th, wen raya, he prevented anyone frm cumin to his hse.
but instead, he cooked for us during my cuzzie's wedding.
wow.. i really didnt expected it to b this way..

ya allah, ampunkan lah dosa2 pakcik ku, paidi bin satariman, semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat.